The phone rang at 7:15 a.m.
I picked it up and heard on the other end of the line:
"This is the post office. We have a mission call here for Sister Kara Allred.
Would you like to come pick it up or do you want us to bring in to your mailbox?"
I hung up the phone and my heart skipped a beat.
We opted to have it delivered. And when I went to the mailbox and slowly opened the door.
There it was. Big and white and real.
And again, oh my little heart.
We had been waiting and wondering and praying.
This was a big night.
Family and a few close friends were invited and happily and excitedly began to arrive.
Where was my daughter going?
I had stared at that envelope all day sitting there all alone on my kitchen table. I had picked it up, looked at the postage, felt it's weight, tried to see through it. Within that envelope was the next 18 months of her life, and a part of mine.
It was really hard to wait for her to come home that night.
My heart couldn't take it much longer.
She appeared calm. She smiled. She talked.
She held that envelope tightly.
But she was nervous. Sick to her stomach nervous. Like I had never seen her before.
And then she just did it. She opened that big, white real envelope and announced in front of the people she loves the most her sacred call.
"Dear Sister Allred, You are hearby called to serve as a missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. You are assigned to labor in the Florida Orlando Mission. You will prepare to preach the gospel in the Spanish language."
"You have been recommended as one worthy to represent the Lord as a minister of the restored gospel. As you devote your time and attention to serving the Lord, leaving behind all personal affairs, the Lord will bless you with increased knowledge and testimony of the Restoration and of the truths of the gospel of Jesus Christ."
"The Lord will reward you for the goodness of your life. Greater blessings and more happiness that you have yet experienced await you as your humbly and prayerfully serve the Lord in this labor of love among his children."
And that was it.
Florida.
Orlando.
Spanish.
And after all the hugs and tears and maps and advice everyone left.
And Kara, or should I say Sister Allred did this:
And my heart, my mothers heart, my heart that loves this girl more than words can express practically burst out of my chest.
She was really doing this. I was going to have to let her go. She knew it and so did I. In some ways I wanted to join her there on the floor, but I didn't. I let her lay there for a while and then I pulled her up, hugged her tight, looked her in the eyes and told her she could do this. We could do this.
And my heart.
Well, it's going to be just fine because it is connected forever with hers.
My daughter, my firstborn, my friend and now.......
my missionary.